FEELINGS OF AWHILE

the feeling was mutual , the feeling was strong ,
but how cud we be 2gether,how cud we belong,

was our love lonesome or was it just too prolonged,
u cud have held on to this feeling so we cud b along,

the future i had dreamt wud now never come true ,
it took me 3 months to realize this fact through,

by the time u had left i had realized the fault,
my mistake was tat i shudnt let my feelings exalt,

if u had doubts u shud have never even conveyed ,
if u felt it a bother u shud hav never had me swayed,

how can u undone the seeds that had been sown,
how can u change my feelings once it had shown,

maybe it was a mistake to fall for u tat day ,
maybe it was my fault to accpt wat u had to say ,

i shud have been more carefull,
i shud have been more wise,
i shud hav had the intelligence,
to realize this wasnt a merry surprise!

in the end all i ponder is do i have to face regret ,
is the end in a yonder for this i just hav to forget !

by----wasu (w.A) tats me O_o LOL
inpspired from a short poem of a friend !

Disconnected

I try to live,i try to hide ...
it feels so disconnected from inside ...
i dunno if its my soul or my heart...
but somehow it has fallen apart ...

i m wat i am , but are my reasons the truth,
am i just a shadow ,am i the object too,
be my mirror n tell me wat my image says..
i ponder if i am the image with the real ways..

am i the person or just a thought,
the more i think the more i am forgot,
this world was it real or just a cognition,
the breath i take ,does it have any Fruitition?

m i the sun or the moon ....
can my shadows rise from this gloom,
am i part of something bigger than anything,
i am just an atom disconnected from within!


am i discontent with my purpose to exist,
or will i meet my purpose happily in a tryst,
for destiny now bears an ugly picture of sorts...
in my life i will be forever alone and forgot ..

--wasu(W.A)

i am incomplete

I TRY N TRY to breach a lie
tat happiness was merry surprise
i try n try to make it true ...
but all i do still isn't enuf for u

i try to smile within my heart..
it breaks my heart it tears it apart..
wen i know tat all i can do ..
still wont ever b enuf for u

i say it a merrily i say it again...
tat this world for me has a sorrowful end
wen i m alone wen i am reprieved..
wen u break my hrt,even though u r my destiny

the words my heart speak ..
they say those never repent...
they say it comes deep within my soul..
without u maybe it just might fold


i did smile once,i did it for u ...
once upon a time i was happy tooo...
wen u were there always by my side..
it was as if all my dreams had come true

dreams are forever imagined ..
they are tried 4 hence aspired...
what will u do if my situation is dire ..
if we stopped b4 reaching the top of this spire



i still ponder why u think it wont work ...
it was something far more than any comfort..
i tried to preach myself this just wont do...
but somethings in life , need happiness too!

i can never show u now wat i truly feel ..
the words i speak wont be enuf to steal ..
your heart tat bears soo numb for me ...
my heart now still beats for thee..

it keeps on aching from dusk till dawn
my life's purpose is reduced to a pawn
how can you steal this love for one
how can you make my destiny undone?

if my destiny bears such an ugly picture now...
if my heart has to be numb forever from now...
if my hopes were elated from the start of the show ...
all the expectations i have,must broken in one go ..

then life as a purpose is nothing but a shell...
whatever we have we must always push 4 and compel ..
for the fate that we believed in must solely rest due ...
for these things we believe in will never come true ..

so in this world,i came across this imponderable fact..
that nothing is ever complete,that nothing is intact...
for god made us for his buffoonery n muse,n we cant refuse..
for he sowed us n left to grow,hence we are incomplete n full of sorrow..!
-wasu(W.A)

somebody'z me

somebody smiles..
to hide their fears...
to hide their loneliness..
wishing for it 2 disappear .....

somebody smiles..
to hide their love..
to hide their tears ..
as if they never appeared..

somebody smiles..
to hide their sins..
to hide their flaws..
so that it lies in the dark..

somebody smiles..
to hide their past..
to hide their motives...
so that they can put a facade from start...

somebody smiles..
to bind their souls..
to hide them for the future untold...
so that they are never weakened wen others are ...

somebody smiles..
to break their loneliness...
to break their darkest thoughts..
so tat they cud brighten from the dark ...

somebody smiles...
to make others happy ...
to make others survive....
so tat seeds of hope are always lie..

somebody smiles...
for merriment n joy ..
for life to live up ,to enjoy ..
so tat life wen lived has a purpose a joy ...

but..............
somebody smiles....
for its a habituated fact..
for life has too much ups n downs in fact ..
so tat they never break down from a single impact..

but u know wat ... tat somebody'z me
---wasu ( W.A.)
this is a poem abt my life ...

EVERYDAY sins

everyday i try ...to think of a cheerful lie ...
tat wud make me lift up from my demise..

every day i seek to do a merry sin ..
change wud change wat my soul reeks from within...

everyday i cheer on with murderous intent ...
to kill the very thoughts tat taunts n repents..

everyday i hope to make a habit to kill..
the soldering hopes tat binds me within ...

wish me luck to be a satisfied serial killer ...
my happiness rests due, till i can b a full fledged perpetrator


---- wasu (W.A.)