ZiNDaGi Ki Ek KwAhIsH(my lifes one wish )

#ZiNDaGi Ki Ek KwAhIsH

zindagi mai ek shauk tha, (i had a wish in life)
zindagi ji lene do, (to let me live in peace)
zindagi he paas na ho, (if my life not there wist me )
to zindagi ki jarurat kiya ho, (wats the point of living my life )

thak gaye hai is dunya se (i am tired of this world)
dard hai mere sene mai, ( my chest burns & hurts)
akela hoon is duniya pe, ( i am lonely in this world )
tanhayi ke saath he jina de, (let me be with my loneliness)

mohabbat sab karte hai, (love
maine bhi kiya tha.,
kise ko chahne ki khata
ha ham se bhi hua tha

kosish ki seza kiya mili,
ruswayi mai ham dub gaye,
gam to ek darya tha,
na chah kar bhi usmai dub gaye,

meri dunya alag se thi,
khoya mai har pal rehta tha,
ankhein khulne par najara dekha,
ki is dunya mai kiya rakha hai?

zulmi hai ye dunya.,
bada satati hai,
asmaish ki saza
hame rooz de jati hai,

paya mai ne bahut kuch ,
par is chahat ne kiya rakha hai,
agar woh puri he hogaye ,
to usse chane mai kiya rakha hai,

yeh meri kahani hai,
thodi begani hai
ek shariyat mai kehta hoon,
yeah aakhir mai meri zubaani hai..
-wasu

MY BEST-EST FRIEND

MY BEST-EST FRIEND

Finding a good friend,seems seldom a hard task ...
but i seem adept to it,from the very start ....

loitering around within my thoughts ...
    together with loneliness which i have brought forth!

one day a streak of hope did came.
u came with light when darkness gained..
u were my nightingale somehow i knew...
u showed me a path from which i had blewn!

tat friendship has its blunders,which are simply forgotten...
only the thoughts of loneliness are ill trodden ...


u showed me tat i cud count on u ...
    when nobody cud count on me too...

for the hope u gave me had endless strength
    for the way u helped me showed no bounds to an end ..

my happiness seems to engulf me now ...
    where once i was covered by darkness somehow ...

i woke up from my slumber because of u ...
    u gave me a reason to breath through ...

i know i m not THE perfect man ...
    i do make mistakes,i seldom cant...

i hope my flaws don't push u away ....
    because with all my flaws u made me shine this way ...

though the glimmer u showed now aspires to be whole...
    if u go away it will never reach its goal ...

i never thought u would come to my life ,,
    u are a saint, a savior to whom i can confide..

u can save me when i am a broken soul,
    u can heal me when its seems i cant go on ...
but what do i do wen i have broken your soul,
    m scared to death to think tat u would go !

don't leave me alone to my darkened state ,,,
    u r my only hope ,u r my only fate!

ur the best-est friend tat i ever had ...
    with u i smile eat n laugh !
when u are saddened cause of me ...
    it feels tat my reasons ceases to be ...

i know tat i am not the perfect man ...
    although u were good ,n m no good at hand!
plz don't look at my flaws ,they are endless i think ...
    just knw tat i will always b there whenever u blink...
just wish for me ...n i will b there ...
    i will protect u, support u, forever through despair

just knw tat everything does hav its worth ...
    but u are far  more precious than all of this worlds comfort..

i hope there were more who cud understand  me ...
        but u  r da only one who can set me free...
these bounds n chains that life ensues...
    u gave me the strength to move on even in fumes,

i knw i m tired of fighting this world..
    seems btter to slp tan take breath once more ...
        but when i knw u'll always b there with me ....
            the sorrows of life seems a bearable destiny ...

i now realise tat i was always a child ..
u helped me grw ,u showed me a reason to survive...

wat i say is the truth please believe me ....
i will always b there wenever u need me ...
ur trust ur faith is all i need....
for me to btter myself indeed ....

sometimes i ponder if our fates wudnt hav met...
wud i still b alive ...wud i b facing regret ....???????
wud i b trudging along a narrower path ....
or wud i hav lost all my strength from start !


malice ,dis-truth and disdain was reeked in2 my heart ...
u showed me tat i cud hav had a btter start !

wish i cud hav met u soon ...
i knw it wud hav been a boon,
for my insipid loneliness wud hav disappeared..
for my cowering distrust wud hav never appeared...

u make living everyday a favorable task ...
from the morning dews till its dark ....
U SHOWED ME U WERE bothered when it was to b ignored...
u showed me u cared when i was always forgot .....

u made my life look like a haven to its past....
u made me succumb to ur kindness from start...


these words are only a small tribute....
u r far more precious than these words could constitute....

i wud like to take out the last few words to say ...
plz forgive me for any sins i hav displayed..
i promise with all my heart n yonder gods...
that i want u baq with all ur heart !!!


plz plz plz forgive me !
---WASU(W.A.)